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December 31 The year 2006 The oncoming passing of another year.
Year 2006...
It`s the corner where I experienced too much that contributes to my growth and wisdom.
It involved the pains and tears that translate me into maturity.
It bore witness to the times when it was tough but i still hang in there,
the moments when i shared the delighted laughter with those guys,
the relief we felt when we unloaded the worries onto someone;then to certain extent
lifted the burdens on our shoulder,
and the dreams we dreamed together for the future.
I pulled myself through the college entrance exams,but for which,i was told, my life wouldn`t be "complete".
I went for the application.The graduation ceremony was going on when i was in Chengdu for the interview.So I missed it.
Then i was back.The last time the whole class met and went for the outing, tears clouded our eyes.That evening,at the crack of the dusk,when the lights lit up the city,we`d gotta get off the bus and waved goodbye.We were left no words,although at the bottom of our hearts lay the sincere wishes for someone there.Beyond speech.And at the moment, all feuds sunk,only frienship remained.
I stayed in the city ,worked as an TA in an English school and got the salary for my work for the first time.
Then i quit.I sat in the sun by the gate of my high school,suffering from the heat and thirst to sell the used books and my notes.I did earn a pile!And I did make some friends.
My cousin came.At the invitation of my classmates,we made a trip to Lijiang,then memory...
As planned,I left for Guangzhou almost the moment i was back in GY.Again missed a lot of get-togethers.
And in Guangzhou, i gave it straight to`em ,fancied some fancies.Finally,upon the night before my departure,the e-mail made it all clear.
Then,back in Gy for a week.Quite a few had left ,mainly those to be in Tsinghua U,so we failed to manage a meeting.
Time fled beneath .A week was too short.I spent the following days with my family.Again,i left
the city bag and baggage.But different this time,I was setting out on a new journey.
And in September,my classmates left one after another.
I began to love it here.Quite well.
This is all too much for one year.
I enjoyed it -to love,to break the ice ,to experience,to forgive and forget,to laugh and weep.
Anyway,joys counter sorrows.
This old year,would blaze ,peak ,fade and die before i knew it....
December 23 小资啊小资 和暖的午后,吃饱了,不想动,就在屋子里晃悠着,心里想着过去的,即将过去的,正在进行的和即将来临的一堆节日和考试。对面的美女来自西施的故乡,用玉指撩动着吉他的琴弦流动出一窜音符,闲适而轻盈,飞啊飞
昨天是冬至,明天是圣诞夜,再过几天又是元旦,这几天就过成了这副模样。
昨天晚上班级联欢集体去K歌,我麦霸了n首以后终于在11点因为生物钟的缘故熬不住了,在我旁边的同学们一齐“喜唰唰”的时候,我居然倒在沙发上睡着了,还被郭靖同志偷拍了几张睡觉的丑样,丢脸。他也真是,简直就是浪费人品~~~
今天早上一觉睡到太阳晒屁股,又奔到一教去考我那不好意思说出来的office考试。中午漫无目的的进了食堂,一不小心又饱食了一顿。。。人家都说这是食堂是“人的价格,猪的享受”,但以我最近的胃口来看,我貌似对这“猪的享受”也很满足。哦,明白了。我是在过猪的生活~~
美国的小女孩短信我晚上去参加她们的Christmas party,好奇阿好奇,期待啊期待。alcohol?dunno!!!
我的生活,是越来越小资啦,应该好好面壁反省一下。谁叫这是中国最小资的学校呢,唉~~~
December 17 funny stuff!!!Have a look at the words on the coat.Wow,like a map?
Ahha,it reminds me of Prison Break .
so,UC break???
UC&Fudan U.,but there`s an another way to put "UC F U" .hahha~~ December 15 The First-Year College Experience by Dave Berry Those of us who are college veterans will never forget our freshman year at college. Some of us may like to forget our freshman year, but in general it is a time filled with anticipation, some anxiety, and wonderful discoveries. College is a lot different than high school. You may decide to commute from your home to a local campus. Your freshman experience will definitely make an impression on you. Without doubt, though, the most dramatic freshman year is for those living away from home. What can you expect as you head off into the wonderful world of higher education? The first thing you'll notice is the workload. It will be heavier and more intense than you ever experienced before. The major challenges of college work are the large volume of reading, the short deadlines, and the writing, writing, writing. A related effect that can be brought on by the workload is doubt, frustration, and possibly loneliness. You'll be away from the comforts and friendships your home provided for you over the previous years. On some of those long, seemingly endless nights of studying and writing, it will be only natural for you to long for the good old days. Hang in there. These down periods will pass. Whatever you do, don't make major decisions about your major, your courses, or even your roommate during one of these blue periods. Things always look better in the morning. You'll be making a lot of new friends. Continue to be yourself. Don't strike a pose or play the role of someone you're not. Select your friends with the same care and patience you have always used. Believe it or not, your college friendships will be among the most satisfying and long-term of your life. It's always exciting to discover how wonderfully diverse college relationships can be. You'll also be on your own, your own boss (more or less) 24 hours a day. Be careful here. Don't go flying off the end of the pier. Enjoy your newfound freedom. Stay up until dawn talking about your ideals and ambitions with your dorm's regular bull session buddies. Sleep in until the afternoon on a light class day. Explore the local town or suburbs with one or two of your new friends. Remember, though, with freedom comes responsibility. Even though your parents won't be around to follow up on your loose ends, you shouldn't let things go completely. Just find your own style. You may even start to think about your future. Be on the lookout for role models. Maybe a certain professor is especially inspiring. Perhaps your school has some ground-breaking research going on. Be sensitive to your own gravity. If some area of study attracts you, find out all you can about it. It might be the beginning of your self-definition process. Going to college is as much about finding out who you really are as it is about getting that degree. 写了一点就上瘾了,这果然是惯性
。。。
那不过是曾经的人与事,与现在或将来的时态都无关
又何必抓着不放,却仅仅只是为了证明那些支离破碎的回忆中存在自己的印记
忘却,是为了更好的前行
面对那些我无力改变的事实,我选择释怀
有的时候,怀念是一种沉重的负担
逝去的美好回不来,曾经的痛也变不了
有时候,过去是不需要任何色彩来修饰的。不过像博物馆里的文物,你可以说出它的年代国籍,却不一定要怀着爱憎的心情去观摩。
与其在怀念中暗自感伤东流的逝水,不如在忘却中珍惜现在身边的风景
我相信,一定可以。。。 好久都没写东西了,本来不想上来的,懒惰也需要惯性
没想到今天中午无意中闯进了学校的书阁,看到了一句评论刘墉的话,"他有一颗很热的心,一双很冷的眼,一双很勤的手,两条很忙的腿和一种很自由的心情。。。"
暂且不说这句话用在他身上是否确切,不过如此的生活状态也实为经典啊!!!
偶尔给心情放个小假,生活充满惊喜!!!
December 01 Every one is a brand Just back from the lecture given by Mr. Ramo,a profess. of Tsinghua U. and author of "Beijing consensus".
As Ramo puts it,every person is a brand , every nation is a brand and every nation is a brand.
Every brand has its essential values;to take Nike as an instance,it means "good shape and excercise". So when you consume Nike,you are not only consuming the commodity,but also take in its values.
Among these different brands, white brand is the most powerful brand both in individual orientation and international relationship-building.Only with a totally white brand can you see and understand the image,hope and aspiration that you project on it...That`s probably why "American dream" once steered a whole generation of Americans to dream to be what they wanted in the 1930s,whether it be a doctor or a Hollywood superstar.
Anyway,you decide yourself what you mean.
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